The past year has been hard. I’ve been through a lot. A lot. The thing I have heard, seen and felt have been difficult. Difficult for me to understand, difficult for me to handle. But this year has taught me something. It has taught to me to never give up. Fate will not let you suffer forever.
No matter what situation you are in, no matter how hard you fighting, you will be rewarded. Whether this means love, friendship, respect or just some glue to mend a broken heart, everything will be okay. Even if you may not think so, even if you feel like the universe isn’t on your side, it is, I promise.
I have been there. I remember sitting on the cold bathroom floor, crying and wishing that I didn’t exist. I remember listening to the little voice inside my head, telling me I was ugly, fat, worthless. I remember thinking “That voice is right.” But I also remember standing up, breathing in, letting my anxiety go and holding my head up high. It’s not easy, being happy. You must fight for it, even if that means that you must drag yourself through the warmest dessert, climb on top the highest mountains, and swim across the most treacherous sea. Whatever you are going through, if its bullying, death or depression. Because in the end, everything will be okay.
The lessons I have learned this year hae defined me.They have shaped me to become stronger than ever. And even if my life may not have always had a happy ending, my life lessons, they are special.